Kristy Michelle Photography
Hi, my name is Kristy Wingrave and I am the proud owner of Kristy Michelle photography.
I am a 21 year old Mother, my daughter; Ebonee Jane Wingrave is 4.
I have been doing and pursuing photography for 4 years now and have been using and learning photoshop for 8 years.
I am located in Bendigo, Australia.
Beautiful little town two hours from Melbourne.
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I am a 21 year old Mother, my daughter; Ebonee Jane Wingrave is 4.
I have been doing and pursuing photography for 4 years now and have been using and learning photoshop for 8 years.
I am located in Bendigo, Australia.
Beautiful little town two hours from Melbourne.
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Monday, October 4, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
There was a boy, & a girl, Love at first sight. She liked what she seen, and thought he was right. They talked all night and all day. She was all fluttery inside. He made her so happy, made her feel Everything was right. for the first few days it was flirting and innocent love, this became strong, so strong that he was the first to say I love you. She was nervous, she would be seeing him again this particular night, she didn't know what to wear was even thinking what would she say or do when they seen each other. Once again she was so nervous. She had butterflies in her stomach and love in her heart, what was she to do, was this really love? He made her believe it was, she finally got to his house. He came out to meet her and brought her inside showed her around and held her tight. She was so happy, so Amazed at who she had met, a wonderful guy who made her heart melt. She thought to her self, he is all I want and I'm going to keep him forever. He introduced her to his family, she thought they were nice. Thought they must like her. Or was she wrong? Time went by as they talked, Laughed and shared hugs and Kisses. Wow It was great to have someone love her. The night grew Dark and The hugs grew tighter as they became tired and went off to bed. His bed was big and oh so comfy, He gave her hugs and kissed her goodnight. He kissed her once and said he was in love with her, Oh did her heart melt right there, right then. She was so Happy she couldn't believe who she meet, but things went fast and feelings grew strong. Was this what he wanted? Was this who she was going to spend forever with?
Was this the man of her dreams or was it all wrong? They snuggled together, There bodies were warm as they fell asleep in the late of the night. Next thing she knows it's time to go home, she didn't want to leave him all on his own. But off she went toddled off home. thinking about her night with the man she loved most. She couldn't be more happier, with the man of her dreams, She knew he loved her Just knew he was real. That night she sat up thinking about him. And the way he said I love you and the way he kissed her. They planed to see each other the next day, just for the day a few hours at least, They spent time together, talking once again. taking some photos To post over myspace. Something seemed strange she just wasn't sure so when she left she asked what was wrong, he said he wasn't sure about being together. Her head was spinning what would she do. He told her he loved her but just wasn't sure, didn't think he was ready to commit any more. All that night she stressed and she stressed, Wondering what she had done wrong, did she wear the wrong dress? No that wasn't it, not at all. They decided to stay together but he said not to tell anyone, and happy she was, she loved him oh so much. Days went by as she felt things were strange and he promised her they weren't and things will always be the same. It became Friday, she knew he would be out that night as she thought about all the possibilities, no one knew they were together, what if he cheated. She told him how she felt he said not to worry everything will be fine don't you worry, said he loved her and he wanted to marry her. Then they did not talk for the rest of the lonely night, she went to bed without any worries thinking her man loved her enough, to keep his hand to himself for just one night. He was coming to her home the very next day so she was sure he still loved her. Morning came and still no talk. Why? she asked why could this be. She called him he didn't want to talk, he put a friend on so she hung up. She was beginning to worry, stressing so much, this was no good for a mum and her baby so young. She then asked if he was coming to see her, he said no he made plans to party with his boys. So now she thinks she isn't important enough for her love to spend a night with her just one, Just one. She waited for him to talk, but still nothing, No acknowledgment not even a bit. She began to cry thinking it was over, Had something gone wrong what has she done. The day got worse as he began to guilt trip her, was this the man she loved? a liar? Time went by he then broke her heart, that was the end, and no more to start. She asked if he had cheated if that was the reason. He did not reply, she thought no, that could not be it Maybe he was just tired and didn't want to talk. Later on she thought she would ask again, did you cheat she said he replied yes! That was it, she was so hurt, her heart had just sunk to the low of her stomach, Was she not good enough for him? Or was he just using her like a toy Just to Play? She Yelled a bit more then put it rest, figured the hurt would be gone by the morning. But No, he said sorry to her and said he doesn't like her anymore, she knew this would happen, she knew it wasn't right. She then found out he has a new girlfriend the one he cheated with, was the one he wanted more, but yet it wasn't meant to happen. But yes, Life goes on, and we are all Strong for people who cheat are just chemistry gone wrong.
Was this the man of her dreams or was it all wrong? They snuggled together, There bodies were warm as they fell asleep in the late of the night. Next thing she knows it's time to go home, she didn't want to leave him all on his own. But off she went toddled off home. thinking about her night with the man she loved most. She couldn't be more happier, with the man of her dreams, She knew he loved her Just knew he was real. That night she sat up thinking about him. And the way he said I love you and the way he kissed her. They planed to see each other the next day, just for the day a few hours at least, They spent time together, talking once again. taking some photos To post over myspace. Something seemed strange she just wasn't sure so when she left she asked what was wrong, he said he wasn't sure about being together. Her head was spinning what would she do. He told her he loved her but just wasn't sure, didn't think he was ready to commit any more. All that night she stressed and she stressed, Wondering what she had done wrong, did she wear the wrong dress? No that wasn't it, not at all. They decided to stay together but he said not to tell anyone, and happy she was, she loved him oh so much. Days went by as she felt things were strange and he promised her they weren't and things will always be the same. It became Friday, she knew he would be out that night as she thought about all the possibilities, no one knew they were together, what if he cheated. She told him how she felt he said not to worry everything will be fine don't you worry, said he loved her and he wanted to marry her. Then they did not talk for the rest of the lonely night, she went to bed without any worries thinking her man loved her enough, to keep his hand to himself for just one night. He was coming to her home the very next day so she was sure he still loved her. Morning came and still no talk. Why? she asked why could this be. She called him he didn't want to talk, he put a friend on so she hung up. She was beginning to worry, stressing so much, this was no good for a mum and her baby so young. She then asked if he was coming to see her, he said no he made plans to party with his boys. So now she thinks she isn't important enough for her love to spend a night with her just one, Just one. She waited for him to talk, but still nothing, No acknowledgment not even a bit. She began to cry thinking it was over, Had something gone wrong what has she done. The day got worse as he began to guilt trip her, was this the man she loved? a liar? Time went by he then broke her heart, that was the end, and no more to start. She asked if he had cheated if that was the reason. He did not reply, she thought no, that could not be it Maybe he was just tired and didn't want to talk. Later on she thought she would ask again, did you cheat she said he replied yes! That was it, she was so hurt, her heart had just sunk to the low of her stomach, Was she not good enough for him? Or was he just using her like a toy Just to Play? She Yelled a bit more then put it rest, figured the hurt would be gone by the morning. But No, he said sorry to her and said he doesn't like her anymore, she knew this would happen, she knew it wasn't right. She then found out he has a new girlfriend the one he cheated with, was the one he wanted more, but yet it wasn't meant to happen. But yes, Life goes on, and we are all Strong for people who cheat are just chemistry gone wrong.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Things are never as they seem, never as expected, never what you want, or what you believe.
There is never a right answer, or a wrong, we are never going to know the real answer, the real reason behind anything that happens in life.
As the night falls, the thinking begins. The thoughts start rolling in. As we try and fall asleep, every question we have ever asked, start to gain answers.
As we wake from slumber, we forget what the nights questions brought.
We progress to ask more, and answer less.
Needless to say, life isn't as easy as that. It's never going to be as simple as we hope it to be.
I lie under the tree's the clouds form there unusual patterns, I try to make something out of them, the tree's sway, the wind blows and the storm rumbles toward me and blows the patterned clouds away.
I then realize, that day is not the day the questions are answered, tomorrow I will try again.
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There is never a right answer, or a wrong, we are never going to know the real answer, the real reason behind anything that happens in life.
As the night falls, the thinking begins. The thoughts start rolling in. As we try and fall asleep, every question we have ever asked, start to gain answers.
As we wake from slumber, we forget what the nights questions brought.
We progress to ask more, and answer less.
Needless to say, life isn't as easy as that. It's never going to be as simple as we hope it to be.
I lie under the tree's the clouds form there unusual patterns, I try to make something out of them, the tree's sway, the wind blows and the storm rumbles toward me and blows the patterned clouds away.
I then realize, that day is not the day the questions are answered, tomorrow I will try again.
<3
Tonight
Tonight, it's about living.
In the past, the present, or the future.
It's up to you. Can you live with a life time of regret? Can you live with the good and the bad memories? Can you live with guilt? or even pain?
In the past, the present, or the future.
It's up to you. Can you live with a life time of regret? Can you live with the good and the bad memories? Can you live with guilt? or even pain?
To live your life to the fullest you have to live with everyone of those things, it's kind of a life requirement.
Have you ever been afraid to close your eyes? or afraid to open them?
Even been afraid of whats under the bed or whats behind the door? have you ever just slept with the light on?
Stop being afraid of who you are and just be who your afraid not to be.
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Have you ever been afraid to close your eyes? or afraid to open them?
Even been afraid of whats under the bed or whats behind the door? have you ever just slept with the light on?
Stop being afraid of who you are and just be who your afraid not to be.
<3
Saturday, September 18, 2010
You are my life
If I live my life in pain, if I live my life wondering where you are and why your not with me, does that make me a unfit 'person'?
If I'm giving up on having you here, if I'm giving up on being number one, and giving up on being who you need, does this make me not the person I am?
The fact that I'm thinking this, does this make me undeserving?
I hope I can be the person I need to be for you and only you. You are all I need, I love you with every bone in my broken body.
I'm sorry for who I am and have been
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If I'm giving up on having you here, if I'm giving up on being number one, and giving up on being who you need, does this make me not the person I am?
The fact that I'm thinking this, does this make me undeserving?
I hope I can be the person I need to be for you and only you. You are all I need, I love you with every bone in my broken body.
I'm sorry for who I am and have been
<3
Sunday, May 30, 2010
I hate winter
I hate the winter, so much. Can't stand the cold weather, wish it was bloody summer or at least spring.
Which reminds me, my birthday is in spring and I'm going to be 20 years old, ahh. I thought Ebonee turning 2 was making me feel old, thinking about turning 20 makes me feel even older. I want to stay young, be in my teens forever.
I'm hoping, when I turn 21 I will have saved enough money for me and my daughter to move out of our home town & move to Geelong, closer to the beach. Then hopefully by the time I am 30 I will be able to move to New York City. I dream to live there and pursue my dreams further, I hope to have my photography name in the USA. I just need to get my life on a real track.
I dream VERY big, but what life without big dreams, I want to show my daughter the world, I want her to be able to say "I have been everywhere" I never got the chance to travel as I lived with my nan and pop who never liked traveling far.
Well wish me luck with my dreams, Hopefully they will come true :)
-Kristy Wingrave
Which reminds me, my birthday is in spring and I'm going to be 20 years old, ahh. I thought Ebonee turning 2 was making me feel old, thinking about turning 20 makes me feel even older. I want to stay young, be in my teens forever.
I'm hoping, when I turn 21 I will have saved enough money for me and my daughter to move out of our home town & move to Geelong, closer to the beach. Then hopefully by the time I am 30 I will be able to move to New York City. I dream to live there and pursue my dreams further, I hope to have my photography name in the USA. I just need to get my life on a real track.
I dream VERY big, but what life without big dreams, I want to show my daughter the world, I want her to be able to say "I have been everywhere" I never got the chance to travel as I lived with my nan and pop who never liked traveling far.
Well wish me luck with my dreams, Hopefully they will come true :)
-Kristy Wingrave
Saturday, May 29, 2010
my face is off
This is me, Without make up!Over the past few months I have realized. Wearing make up was hiding me!
I'd rather be dancing in the sunlight then, Dancing in the dark.
Make up hid so much of my real personality, well, Honestly it wasn't just the make up.
It was who people made me be, who people are turned me into, I never want to be that person again. I had been hiding my real self.
I had been hiding my feelings from people, Hiding who I am & who I want to be.
I like to think of myself as a happy, outgoing person.
Never let anyone or anything get me down, but the past few months I had a 'great' friend but I still felt lonely, that friend didn't make me feel like I really mattered. That friend made me feel useless and worthless. But I still will never let go of that friend.
No matter where you are, you are my shining star. No matter where you are, you will always be in my heart.
-iloveyoux
It's been a while
It's been a little while since I have posted.
I totally forgot I even had this, but I'm back, It's been a weird few months.
I have gained friends, And of course I have lost some too. I have also found who my REAL friends are & realized I only need a few and my daughter to be happy.
I've realized that the past is the past and the future is always getting closer. I have been keeping someone close that I shouldn't be keeping close, & It's a real mood kill.
On another note-
My daughter will be 2 in June, not to long away. Very exciting!!
She is getting so big, SO fast. I feel like I'm aging everyday just thinking about her getting older this year.
I have been doing a lot of self portraits lately, trying to teach myself some photoshop skills, it's not going to bad at the moment though. I've been teaching myself in photoshop for 6 years now.
I'm just to impatient. I need more time, which I will never have. *haha*
I took a few photos in the past few weeks that I am quite happy with though.
Below is a photo of Shanae, my very beautiful & most recent model
I totally forgot I even had this, but I'm back, It's been a weird few months.
I have gained friends, And of course I have lost some too. I have also found who my REAL friends are & realized I only need a few and my daughter to be happy.
I've realized that the past is the past and the future is always getting closer. I have been keeping someone close that I shouldn't be keeping close, & It's a real mood kill.
On another note-
My daughter will be 2 in June, not to long away. Very exciting!!
She is getting so big, SO fast. I feel like I'm aging everyday just thinking about her getting older this year.
I have been doing a lot of self portraits lately, trying to teach myself some photoshop skills, it's not going to bad at the moment though. I've been teaching myself in photoshop for 6 years now.
I'm just to impatient. I need more time, which I will never have. *haha*
I took a few photos in the past few weeks that I am quite happy with though.
Below is a photo of Shanae, my very beautiful & most recent model
Kristy Michelle PhotographySunday, March 14, 2010
Ebonee is sound asleep, she didn't have a good night last night. So hopefully she has a much better night tonight.
I went out on Thursday night and had a ball, so glad to have gotten out of the house, didn't end up going to Melbourne today though, but oh well it wouldn't have been any good anyways.
Friday night was a bit confusing, had someone stay over that I should have said no to, but oh well. I don't regret it and was still a pretty good night.
Hmm, nothing much interesting has been happening though, so not much to report.
Goodnight!
Cheers,
Kristy
I went out on Thursday night and had a ball, so glad to have gotten out of the house, didn't end up going to Melbourne today though, but oh well it wouldn't have been any good anyways.
Friday night was a bit confusing, had someone stay over that I should have said no to, but oh well. I don't regret it and was still a pretty good night.
Hmm, nothing much interesting has been happening though, so not much to report.
Goodnight!
Cheers,
Kristy
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
(:
Well, I am very excited to be going out clubbing tomorrow night.
It feels like foreverrr, I need a night out.
I will be wearing my new leather pants, may sound weird but they are the most amazing pants ever. see aren't they hot. By the way that is me (: >>
On sunday My friend Lacey & I are going to Melbourne for a free photoshoot.
Very excited about that, free hair and makeup & free sitting.
Have to choose 3 outfits for it though ahh. The worst part!
Then SOOON, My mate Zac, Daughter Ebonee and I are going to Melbourne Zoo & then DFO for the day. will be an eventful day. Few weeks after that I will be heading to Geelong for a weekend to see my VERY good, & trust worthy friends. Something it is hard to find in my home town, Bendigo.
Cheers,
Kristy
It feels like foreverrr, I need a night out.
I will be wearing my new leather pants, may sound weird but they are the most amazing pants ever. see aren't they hot. By the way that is me (: >>
On sunday My friend Lacey & I are going to Melbourne for a free photoshoot.
Very excited about that, free hair and makeup & free sitting.
Have to choose 3 outfits for it though ahh. The worst part!
Then SOOON, My mate Zac, Daughter Ebonee and I are going to Melbourne Zoo & then DFO for the day. will be an eventful day. Few weeks after that I will be heading to Geelong for a weekend to see my VERY good, & trust worthy friends. Something it is hard to find in my home town, Bendigo.
Cheers,
Kristy
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
WHAT A DAYYY!!
Well it's only 12:10 pm But it feels like my today will be a very slow day.
Had to wake up at 8am, to take my car in to the automatic place to get my car fixed, had to wake my precious daughter up so we could go. poor baby didn't want to wake up at all.
I made a new email address, my old one was kristyy.sucks which people from my phone place & loan places didn't find to appealing. So made a nicer one kwingrave. Which sounds A LOT better then my old one haha!
Woke up this morning with the SOREST tooth, I must have been grinding my teeth in my sleep.
Bloody hurts, but then again I did have a dream about someone who makes me very angry so that's why I'd be grinding my poor old teeth.
well that's all I have to say today, talk soon.
Cheers,
Kristy
Had to wake up at 8am, to take my car in to the automatic place to get my car fixed, had to wake my precious daughter up so we could go. poor baby didn't want to wake up at all.
I made a new email address, my old one was kristyy.sucks which people from my phone place & loan places didn't find to appealing. So made a nicer one kwingrave. Which sounds A LOT better then my old one haha!
Woke up this morning with the SOREST tooth, I must have been grinding my teeth in my sleep.
Bloody hurts, but then again I did have a dream about someone who makes me very angry so that's why I'd be grinding my poor old teeth.
well that's all I have to say today, talk soon.
Cheers,
Kristy
Monday, March 8, 2010
Welcome (:
Hello readers,
I am Kristy Wingrave. This is my first ever post, I am dedicating this blog to my daughter Ebonee, My poems, stories, & my life in general. I don't know who of you that would be interested in my life, but this seems like a great way to let myself be myself, let me be me, and let all my feelings out (:
If you want to read, please do, if not well that's fine too.
First of all, I am a single mother. I am 21 in September, which means I was born 21st September 1990.
My daughter, who's name is Ebonee Jane Wingrave, is 2 In June, she was born 12th June 2008.
She is my life, my everything I would be totally and utterly lost without her. My life would be nothing if I didn't have my precious little girl.
I love photography, I am hoping to start a business, Kristy Michelle Photography. Once my daughter gets a bit older I want to pursuer it a lot further.
A few other interesting facts about me;
I love tattoo's, Ink on the body in the right places, the right look really intrigues me.
I have rather bad spelling & Grammar ^^ I will fix up my spelling mistakes after I have finished writing my posts.
I have one piercing, I have my ears done and have had my belly button done, and my nose but they just didn't like me, so I got rid of those. The one I have now is my lip & I love it, I only ever want one more piercing.
I text a lot, I have a iPhone so texting is easy on it as well.
I love facebook, add me facebook.com/kwingrave
I live in Bendigo, victoria, Australia.
Me and my daughter are living with my nan and pop, Her great nanny & poppy (:
until I can afford to move out.
I want to live in Geelong, for 5 years, then I want to move to New york City, to furtur my photography career, and give my daughter the life she deserves.
I only have my L's, I was to lazy at 16 to go for my L's.
Well I think I might head of now, thanks for reading if you did.
Cheers,
Kristy
I am Kristy Wingrave. This is my first ever post, I am dedicating this blog to my daughter Ebonee, My poems, stories, & my life in general. I don't know who of you that would be interested in my life, but this seems like a great way to let myself be myself, let me be me, and let all my feelings out (:
If you want to read, please do, if not well that's fine too.
First of all, I am a single mother. I am 21 in September, which means I was born 21st September 1990.
My daughter, who's name is Ebonee Jane Wingrave, is 2 In June, she was born 12th June 2008.
She is my life, my everything I would be totally and utterly lost without her. My life would be nothing if I didn't have my precious little girl.
I love photography, I am hoping to start a business, Kristy Michelle Photography. Once my daughter gets a bit older I want to pursuer it a lot further.
A few other interesting facts about me;
I love tattoo's, Ink on the body in the right places, the right look really intrigues me.
I have rather bad spelling & Grammar ^^ I will fix up my spelling mistakes after I have finished writing my posts.
I have one piercing, I have my ears done and have had my belly button done, and my nose but they just didn't like me, so I got rid of those. The one I have now is my lip & I love it, I only ever want one more piercing.
I text a lot, I have a iPhone so texting is easy on it as well.
I love facebook, add me facebook.com/kwingrave
I live in Bendigo, victoria, Australia.
Me and my daughter are living with my nan and pop, Her great nanny & poppy (:
until I can afford to move out.
I want to live in Geelong, for 5 years, then I want to move to New york City, to furtur my photography career, and give my daughter the life she deserves.
I only have my L's, I was to lazy at 16 to go for my L's.
Well I think I might head of now, thanks for reading if you did.
Cheers,
Kristy
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