I hate winter

I hate the winter, so much. Can't stand the cold weather, wish it was bloody summer or at least spring.
Which reminds me, my birthday is in spring and I'm going to be 20 years old, ahh. I thought Ebonee turning 2 was making me feel old, thinking about turning 20 makes me feel even older. I want to stay young, be in my teens forever.
I'm hoping, when I turn 21 I will have saved enough money for me and my daughter to move out of our home town & move to Geelong, closer to the beach. Then hopefully by the time I am 30 I will be able to move to New York City. I dream to live there and pursue my dreams further, I hope to have my photography name in the USA. I just need to get my life on a real track.
I dream VERY big, but what life without big dreams, I want to show my daughter the world, I want her to be able to say "I have been everywhere" I never got the chance to travel as I lived with my nan and pop who never liked traveling far.
Well wish me luck with my dreams, Hopefully they will come true :)
-Kristy Wingrave

my face is off

This is me, Without make up!

Over the past few months I have realized. Wearing make up was hiding me!
I'd rather be dancing in the sunlight then, Dancing in the dark.
Make up hid so much of my real personality, well, Honestly it wasn't just the make up.
It was who people made me be, who people are turned me into, I never want to be that person again. I had been hiding my real self.
I had been hiding my feelings from people, Hiding who I am & who I want to be.
I like to think of myself as a happy, outgoing person.
Never let anyone or anything get me down, but the past few months I had a 'great' friend but I still felt lonely, that friend didn't make me feel like I really mattered. That friend made me feel useless and worthless. But I still will never let go of that friend.

No matter where you are, you are my shining star. No matter where you are, you will always be in my heart.

-iloveyoux

It's been a while

It's been a little while since I have posted.
I totally forgot I even had this, but I'm back, It's been a weird few months.
I have gained friends, And of course I have lost some too. I have also found who my REAL friends are & realized I only need a few and my daughter to be happy.

I've realized that the past is the past and the future is always getting closer. I have been keeping someone close that I shouldn't be keeping close, & It's a real mood kill.
On another note-
My daughter will be 2 in June, not to long away. Very exciting!!
She is getting so big, SO fast. I feel like I'm aging everyday just thinking about her getting older this year.

I have been doing a lot of self portraits lately, trying to teach myself some photoshop skills, it's not going to bad at the moment though. I've been teaching myself in photoshop for 6 years now.
I'm just to impatient. I need more time, which I will never have. *haha*
I took a few photos in the past few weeks that I am quite happy with though.
Below is a photo of Shanae, my very beautiful & most recent model

Kristy Michelle Photography